Saturday, 3 October 2020

I turn 24 on the 24th!

I am at the age where.....

I pay my own bills
I choose needs over wants
I appreciate bed over phone
I prioritize family above everything else
I check my email literally every morning
I prefer excel spreadsheet than microsoft word
I purposedly set my birthday on private on soc med so I know who remember will remember

24 on the 24th of September!
Alhamdulillah, another year older.
Another blessed year.

Thank you for sending me lots of beautiful and sweet wishes and prayers, thank you for spending your time preparing me the love letters I requested in advanced lol, thank you for the presents (serum, ring and telekung), thank you for treating me to the birthday celebration with colleagues and not to forget, thank you for the unexpected video hehe. I appreciate everything I received on my birthday this year.

May all of those beautiful prayers become true. Aamin ya rabbal alamin.

A present for my Mama for giving birth to me & as our birthday is near to each other

Birthday treat for me and Aiman with colleagues

Saturday, 12 September 2020

New job

Assalamualaikum & hi everyone.

It has been exactly a month after I starting my new job in August. It feels good to be in a new environment and meet new people after months of MCO. To tell you the truth, I am truly unready for this new job. I've been in a toxic work environment for almost 4 months and I would say that I was traumatized enough. However, thinking back on the struggle of people who lost their job, who are still unemployed, plus with the MCO crisis that we are currently facing, I think I will be very stupid for letting go such opportunity. Thank you so much Aina for recommending me for the vacancy.

One thing that is very different from my previous job is that the staffs are all girls before but now, Aina and I are the only girls here. Hahaha. I act calm on my first day but only Allah knows inside. Alhamdulillah, they all looked very kind and welcoming. I would say, this company is way better than my previous company. Guidance? Yes! I get a guide for everything I do. Even for the simplest and smallest thing.

I really like how the male staffs actually use "saya" instead of "aku" everytime they speak to me and Aina. Very polite. One of them even asked me, "Will you be okay if sometimes I might use "aku"?Afraid you'll be offended" Waa the respect I got and of course, the same respect goes to the person as well. That is a plus point!

So far, I'm doing good. No doubt, there are things that make me feel uncertain about the actual work environment that this company practices especially regarding the staff turnover. It might be because of workload? Well, this is just my assumption based on my observation. Let's just pray that I can do my best here, becoming a very responsive and committed staff and able to contribute a lot to the company. Aamin.

I hope I can stay loyal to this company for a very long time. It is tiring to move or transfer company several times a year. Unless I get an offer for a permanent job from the government sector. Beyond grateful for that hehe

Till next time.