Sunday, 17 February 2019


Assalamualaikum and hello!

It's me again. Yes I know I told you guys I'll blog before I go to internship training, but as usual.. yeah. I'm already completed my first week of internship and all I can say is that, I haven't get that big picture yet. Well that's probably because I am still new and there is 15 weeks to go and moreover, I don't have any working experience.

I am a HR student but since my supervisor is still on leave, so I don't get any instruction to do any HR tasks and works. So far, my tasks are more like corporate things (attended meeting, made minute meeting, handled briefing, etc.) I even sat at the front desk because they had meeting so they need someone to sit there in case there will be people and guest came to the office. And Kak Yati also got things to settle on because she is transferring to another branch so I was in for that! It was fun hehe

I would say that I looooveeeee to handle briefing more than anything. Because it seems like it is close to what I have been doing all this time in uni. But on my second day, I helped to make calls to 63 entrepreneurs. I never thought that job will be very difficult because I sat there like 4 hours? And made calls repeatedly because not everyone would pick up on the first ringing. I got headache like seriously. Hahahahaha. Making too many calls is so challenging. Glad that I wasn't nervous.

The most chaotic scene of my first week is about making copies or photostate! We have 3 interns and we all know already on how to make copies BUT suddenly when the whole employees in our department is in the meeting, we got intercom from someone (he is in higher position too but in another department) and we were asked to make copies in colour. The problem was we need a password to photostate in colours. If it is black or white, then its okay. But....... gosh I couldn't imagine how miserable that situation was. Another department wont give their password because each department got their own limit for that. I understood. Thankfully, someone helped. Thankyou very much. 

Since then, I lose confidence. I think I will just pursue my studies after this. Haha so sudden right?! I am not okay to mistake. I mean, we are human and we are not perfect but you know, this is just funny to think of. What a foolish things I did. 

I am someone who is already used to workloads. I am willing to burn my midnight oil during studies just to make sure everything will be smooth. And I am also be able to multitask. But here, I think there is not much to do especially tasks related to HR. I'm just helping them in doing simple task. So, I am not satisfied. It is better if they can give me more work to do. And teach me many things that will help me to broaden my knowledge and experience in HR and also give me a better picture on real working environment.

I look forward to my second week. Give me moreeeeee. I need moreeeeeee.

And congratulations to myself, I did well in my 5th semester.


Thank you Allah for giving me the opportunity to improve myself and to make both of my parents proud of me. One semester to go! Wish me all the best for my internship and FYP! :)

 My first task on my first day 

I can finally wear heels yay

Tuesday, 22 January 2019

Back with cliche excuse

Assalamualaikum 2019.

It's been up to 5 months since my last update. It is beyond my expectation that I'm going to ignore my blog for such a very long time but that's what happened. I seriously can't keep up with assignments as i am in my final year and plus, whenever I had the idea to blog, I became so lazy. Yeah, my cliche excuse...

I didn't get a chance to blog walking as well. It's saddening me that I was not able to read many good sharing from my fellow bloggers. I can't catch up because it was too long ago. I'll just read the latest update inshaAllah..

I'm thinking of doing a summary of my whole tough journey during semester 5. However, I believe  that the root of the story is going the be the same like previous semester so i better not tell. As always, it's about my tough role. I don't know why I became so lost this semester that I lessen my overthinking but the pressure is still there. MashaAllah, if I were to be reminded by all the challenges I got, I would want to skip those hard times. It was quite a struggle for me and the only way was to go back home more often than ever because I prefer to keep everything on my own.

Oh! Almost forget to include here. I have completed all 4 semesters for degree and I'm going to do my internship next semester which starts on 11 February. I am going to do my Final Year Project as well. So I only have 3 weeks to enjoy my last semester break. After this there will be no more semester break because I'm going to workkkkk. Gosh, i'm going to enter career life soon. Time flies huh?

It has only been a week since I ended my final exam but I have started to do research on possible topics for my FYP. I need to keep up the good work so that everything will run smoothly. I also sleep a lot. Haha. Kpop? Of course. I'm excited over new groups that are going to debut this year even tho their ages make me feel so old. 

I'm going to make next update any time soon. Not sure what topic i'm going to talk about. Probably about the preparation for internship. I hope fellow bloggers would still recognize me and would want to read my post hehe..  

Why can't i become a consistent blogger like uols? Haih. 

Till next update! Lavv