Monday, 6 August 2018

Why should I feel bad?

Assalamualaikum.

Hi everyone!

I have finished my final exam for my 4th semester about a month ago. Everything went well, Alhamdulillah. I'm not sure if I have regrets over anything but one thing for sure, I have given my 100% effort towards finals so I hope the results will come out excellently. Amin.

I have faced so many problems this semester mainly about friendships. I know I have updated about this not too long ago so you guys probably have read my post. I decided not to think about it anymore. I wanted to let my mind free from any things or problems that can lead me to stress. Thus, i choose to ignore. 

I wonder how I survived despite being so soft in the outside. I thought so. Well, there will be people who won't agree to this but I would say that I am soft enough to let almost everything ruined my days. I survived!

What I want to share today is actually about how I've been gaining interest towards reading compared to writing. These days I prefer reading so I took many options like Google PlayBooks, Online Reading Novels, English Novels Ebooks, etc. This is not-so-me tho. What happened? I am also not sure with myself. I guess my life has actually turned into a more exciting stories. New fresh path!

The latest short story that I read was "Why should I feel bad?"

You know what attracts me the most?

"I lost one who never loved me and she lost the one who really loved and cared for her. Tell me why should I feel bad?"

These are simple sentences but wow, it can give you goosebumps. I couldn't agree more. 

I believe that if someone doesn't love you as much as you love her or him, then he or she is the one who have definitely wasted the opportunity to be loved by such a sincere man on earth. So everyone, if you feel like clapping with one hand, it does not matter because God has actually showed you that you deserve more. You deserve better. He wants to give you a better person who would sincerely loves you too as much as you love her or him or probably more than that. 

Not everyone around you will give you a fair treatment. Not everyone will love you for who you are. Not everyone will accept you for your good and bad. Once you realize this, you'll understand, challenges are made for both sides. The sincere one, and the insincere one as well. Find those who genuine. Ignore the pretenders.

Be thankful! Both genuine and pretenders will help you to appreciate more. 

Friday, 3 August 2018




"When you cannot stop the pouring rain, you must get soaked in the rain together"
- Miss Hammurabi, 2018

But, how come..

When the rain won't stop, I feel like I am the only one who get drenched in the rain?

I guess there are people who do not have the right to have a shoulder to lean on.

Sad life.