Anugerah Graduan Terbaik Program UiTM 2020

BismillahiMashaaAllah..

On 5th of November 2020, as I was getting ready to start my day by working from home, Mama sent me a picture of a letter through WhatsApp. 

Alhamdulillah. I was beyond happy. Finally, I can confidently say that my hard work paid off. I was extra happy because it was Mama who actually received this letter instead of me. All the praises and thanks be to Allah SWT because He grants me the chance to make both of my parents proud of my achievement.

I was awarded as Penerima Anugerah Naib Canselor and Graduan Terbaik Program (Peringkat Sarjana Muda) Sarjana Muda Pentadbiran Perniagaan (Kepujian) Pengurusan Sumber Manusia.

I would like to express my gratitude to both Mama and Abah for their constant prayers and support. Without their prayers, I would not be able to achieve this award. I would not be able to go far in life. Mama and Abah are the people who constantly believe in me. They believe I can do well even though I messed up during Diploma. They are the people who saw my teary eyes, my sorrowful expression and my undeniably sad voice whenever I went straight home after a bad stressful day in the campus. (Note that my campus is less than 5km from my house)

People who have been following my blog since then would notice that almost all of my posts were related to my degree life. It was very tough. I was physically and mentally exhausted. Afterall, I can see now that those struggles are worth it. Alhamdulillah. "You do more, you gain more." This really works. Whenever I felt tired, pressured and disappointed, I said this to myself. I believe, Allah SWT will reward me with something good in the future when I had no choice but to do more than others.

Thank you to all my lecturers and teachers who played such an important role for me to achieve this award. They all believed in my potential until now. Thank you to lecturers who like to pay extra attention and ask whether I was in a good condition or not, whether I was stressed or not. Those questions actually helped me a lot to feel more relax during classes.

I am not someone who is very expressive. Yes, I do membebel a lot but that's just part of it. I choose to keep things inside a lot or sometimes I choose to write my thoughts instead of sharing it out loud. But there were few people whom I feel comfortable sharing with. Hence, I would like to say thank you so much to my friends who were so willing to become my underground listeners, who would lend their shoulders for me to get better sleep, assisted me to make sure I didn't forget anything during my busy schedules, etc. You guys know who you are.

To my dear self, now you may wholeheartedly say thank you to the sleepless nights, empty stomach and the robbed-me-time. I think you did so well in hiding your pressure behind your smile (sometimes). Or maybe because you were not good at expressing your anger so people took advantage on it? Nahh, whatever it is, here's a pat on your shoulder! Also, to those who became the root of the pressure that I got throughout my Degree journey, thanks a lot too. You guys helped me to get up and become stronger each day.

Although my friends and I are not able to experience attending a convocation ceremony due to this pandemic, this achievement is already more than enough for me to make many people around me proud. 

ALHAMDULILLAH.

THANK YOU 💗