What's wrong with fangirling?

I hung out with my best friend last weekend and suddenly I had the intention to seek for the truth. We were in the car. She drove me back home.

"Have you ever be concern with my tweets?"

"Which tweet?"

"Kpop stuffs"

"Not even once. I rarely scroll my timeline. I only tweet whenever I feel like tweeting."

"Does fangirling over those K-pop idols make me look pathetic all the time?"

"Noooo. Who said that?"

That reaction. While driving. As a good friend of mine, I'm blessed.

Hehe.

"I feel sad and sometimes I think I look pathetic somehow I had no idea of what others think of me going crazy over those idols and making myself looks like an all time loner"

"Everybody has their own interest and passion. Not all fangirls out there are single"

"But you know I am"

"That's good. At least you won't have to feel insecure with your real life partner. He might feel distant when you're currently obsessed with idols"

Kaaaannnnnn.....

Eyy isn't that childish? Not me. You.

"Let them think what they want. You can't stop others from judging you. Buat lah apapun selagi mampu selagi belum puas asalkan tak melampaui batas"

She's right. I know my limit. Well, I know marriage and kids would be the biggest obstacles for me to continue fangirling in the future. Let me enjoy this fangirling life before I have to give it up someday.

 Bawal kind of day